Once upon a time... in mind far, far gone
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twenty: bees! I have been remiss in posting BEEEEEssssss
in which our hero BEEEEEEEESSSS
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nineteen: of course I was going to draw an eye eventually
in which our hero sees you
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Eighteen: an addendum to next/previous styling and feeling shame about missing a screen reader bug
in which our hero should have tested sooner
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Seventeen: weight-based trauma, food noise, and the three-handed messy guy in the closet.
in which our hero realized some stuff about his childhood that weren't so great
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Sixteen: it's conference season at work so it is also apple season at home 📷
in which our hero posts about an apple
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Fifteen: something something AI creeping towards subjugation of the working class something something
in which our hero seizure some thoughts about production
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Fourteen: a pen in hand is worth two in the holder unless that holder is insatiable and I need to stop feeding it
in which our hero rethinks all the things that make him work
- thirteen: what a wall I hit today but I made this guy over the weekend
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twelve: baby's first water droplet
in which our hero debates yellow vs blue for a hiligjt
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eleven: It is my sixth anniversary with Obsidian and all I got was this lousy link graph
in which our hero forget an anniversary
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ten: here's a robot I guess
in which our hero ran out of steam thinking about background
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nine: quick digression for a bear customization. Subtitle: read the $%^#ing manual?
in which our hero extracts titles to text
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eight: hear me out hear me out... I actually like this weird face
in which our hero continues to post bad things in public but is actually kinda liking it
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seven: I'm just tired and there are no words but I drew a clown maybe
in which our hero just...
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six: make bad but do it excruciating by also writing down all the negative thoughts in your head you had while you did it
in which our hero says mean things to himself but with an ounce of some kind of proud
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five: you can fit four times the worlds if you turn the paper around
in which our hero continues the baffling trend of art
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four: returning to squiggles and hard edges
in which our hero revisits a doodling style more familiar.
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three: I had a migraine and the wordsing is like
in which our hero has a headache and not much else
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Two: I draw crowns not because it is good but because it is right
in which our hero continues drawing for Blaugust I guess?
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One: I don't like when it looks like nothing
in which our hero tries intuitive drawing
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Some advice: don't get your elbow tattooed or read things that bother you
in which our hero discuss some slef-inflicted pain that could maybe be a larger lesson for time spent online
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Mental barriers, career growth, and being a "thinker" in a space.
in which our hero waxes on about thinking out loud in front of people or disappearing into a new void
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I am wanting to be wanting after a trip to the ER
in which our hero writes fast enough to stay ahead of self censorship
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but in really important news: baby sandhill crane
in which our hero sees a bird!
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Turning 44 today. Decades on decades on decades on...
in which our hero removes a little skin getting older again
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so now what?
in which our author vague posts in an u helpful way
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Existing, persisting, and maybe a loci of control
In which our hero expounds upon on nature, control, and why birds won't just eat him already?
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Meridian continues
in which our hero shares some screens from his task manager
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The New Morality™ - Emotional Safety as Primary Good
in which our hero discusses why my emotional reality is the only truth.
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Hark, what loading screen appears?
in which our author did the fun thing instead of squashing bugs.
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one step closer, the app compiles on my ipad
in which our hero makes small steps to actually having a custom task manager
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You’re Still a Designer, You Magnificent Fool
in which our hero warns you that speed just means you can fall harder further away from the right place
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when everything breaks, do it yourself
in which our hero will do it live
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Felt arcane; might delete later
in which our hero tests a new social graph and, surely, will delete this later
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RE: My Friends Are Making Blogs, And I Don't Know How RSS Works
in which our hero has more opinions AND free time today
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Re: Stop Loving Yourself
in which our hero tries not to should all over the place
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And a rhetorical flourish from Daring Fireball
in which our hero quotes one of his favorite tech writers because of many Ands
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The Past, The Present, The Trauma
in which our hero recounts a history and maybe creates a small more of something that will echo into iniquity
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Emerging from the cold season and getting ready to rumble
in which our hero shows a orchard tool he's been working on this winter
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The New Morality™ - Jurisdictional Responsibility
in which our hero expands on modern morality by drawing circles around the only important thing: you
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The New Morality™ - Intent Supremacy
in which our hero expands on modern morality to help you be the bestest you.
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Re: what it sounds like when I hear someone is still on x.com
in which our hero offers a few more quips for the dialog
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A plug-and-play chop for all your creation festival needs
in which our hero remakes a version of his digital stamp that is easier to use. and share.
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The New Morality™
in which our hero offers a new moral system for a modern era where it's just hard to even
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Liberté. Égalité. Accessibilité.
in which our hero. our hero. has gravity. and an orange in mind. glitch
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I refound my spine.
in which our hero lost his spine and rebuilt it because it was a cool feature in the last theme
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Have things to do? Why, you could restyle your blog instead. So I did...
in which our hero is clearly avoiding something but is, in actuality, wanting to tone down the glitchy/cosmic horror-y style of his blog to be more brutalist. At least... most of the time...
- Time Is a Parasite; So Is My Bookmarklet. Would you like to use it too?
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Who, What, Where, When, Why, How are you?
in which our hero is definitely going to steal this idea
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Normal Distributions and other Killing Machines (a post about systemic violence)
in which our hero has some issues with math and disabled people dying
- Learning to shave or a gravity-driven, single-degree-of-freedom impact system
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Crowns come off
in which our hero is surviving. kinda
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Painting our walls, painting our faces
in which our hero made the cardinal sin of posting on the internet directly
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achievement un locked?
in which our hero has s call with Norway in an hour.
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Lines from an inchoate realm
idle sentences from a story still forming
- A meditation on current events
- Photos of mountains
- Just a snoozing cat
- 2 photos from Seattle
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A Dirge for Heavy Spoons
in which our author offers up some concern for the dilution of spoon theory
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Battle Guide: Shadow Murkrow
in which our author talks about the dorkiest thing he enjoys.
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The ol' razzle dazzle
in which our author posts yet another bee photo
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Would you like to play a game? Because I added one to my site.
in which our author offers you an egg in these trying times
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FIELD REPORT: STARDEW VALLEY - Blaugust the twenty-ninth
in which our author explores the audacity of slowness
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Phosphors within a dying bulb - Blaugust the twenty-eighth point five
in which our author offers and ember of poetry
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Just a photo of me with my cat - Blaugust the Twenty-seventh
in which our author posts a picture of him with his cat.
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King's Quest IV: the perils of cultural-influenced memory - blaugust the twenty-sixth
in which our author got duped by false memories while thinking about time-based puzzles in classic games
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Glow Cards - Blaugust the Twenty-fifth
in which our author unsubtly steals a blog display idea and immediately makes it weird
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The Ordeal of Momentum - Blaugust the Twenty-fourth
in which our author both writes on the blaugust topic and explains something literally never before spoken.
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Time is of the essence - Blaugust the Twenty-Second
strange things afoot when the clock is most attractive
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CSS override for Bear's 404 page - Blaugust the Twenty-Third
in which our author is way to obsessive about customization
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Information density has teeth - Blaugust the Twentieth
in which our author goes a little psycho psychic physicist with information theory
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Son of — Blaugust the Nineteenth(!)
in which our author looked at a poster in his ofice and had a thought
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Breathing words - Blaugust the Seventeeth point Five
in which our author does something slightly different
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STYLE GUIDE Part 2 - mechanics - Blaugust the Sixteenth
in which our author writes down structural writing stylings and maybe he;ll actually consistently capitalize (or not) tags.
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Technological voyeurism, let me welcome you into my homescreen - Blaugust the Fifteenth
in which our author exposes himself on the internet
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FIELD NOTES: APIS MELLIFERA - Blaugust the Fourteenth
beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssss
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Microsdosing the void for fun and profit - Blaugust the Thirteenth
in which our author writes down a bunch of random shit floating about betwixt his ears
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Bending the Void - Blaugust the Twelth
in which our author extends the expertise metaphor into a more... effective focus
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STYLE GUIDE Part 1 - voice and styling components - Blaugust the Eleventh
in which our author takes a moment to write out how he does the voodoo that he does like ok I guess?
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Expertise is a Hungry Beast and You’re Just Its Handler - Blaugust the Tenth
in which our author disabuses us of the notion that expertise is static and passive
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FIELD REPORT: ELKHORN FLEA MARKET - Blaugust ninth
in which our author uncovers creepy things he had to share
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Eating the weeds - in response to Reverie - blaugust the eighth
in which our author had some thoughts about something someone else said online
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Is You Is or Is You Ain’t - Blaugust the Seventh
in which our author talks a little about himself
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shots from around campus - Blaugust the sixth
in which our author doesn’t have words today
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sandwiches shouldn't be a dare - Blaugust the Fifth
in which our author starts with a dumb thing he had in his head and turns into an anticapitalist screed
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zen and the art of orchard maintenace - Blaugust the fourth
in which our author mostly spend time writing words about things and maybe less time on life lessons. Also puns.
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All that remains is a stuffed fish - Blaugust the third
in which our author writer of the googly-eyed face of death on his desk
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Waking Early, Drowning Slowly - Blaugust the second
in which our author discusses the fun of toxic productivity but he still wrote that book, ok?
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Some blog lore and a little fun script - Blaugust the first
in which our author finally explains how the dynamic title thing works and exposes a little more history of his writing
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An Easter of eggs
in which you get lost
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Whispers of the Egg - Blaugust the Seventeenth
in which our author digresses into whispering poetry.
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I forgot to take my brain meds for two weeks and all it took was a socractic shouting match to realize it
in which our author legitimately figure out he'd skipped his meds because he was writing things out by hand
- Day 10 — I think, I lost track because I had a migraine one of the days — and I'm actually relaxing into handwritten journaling.
- A moment of zen - my obsidian graph animated
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I turned my physical personal seal into a digital one (and it was way easier than I expected)
in which our author plays with a little CSS because the world wants more widgets
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Day 4 - or how many times can I milk the same topic
in which our author is getting bored writing about the same thing without doing anything interesting with it
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Reset day 3 - work anxiety
in which our author continues to do the writing thing but needs to pick a long-form thing to read still
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Brain reset day 2 - oh that's what the actual fuck I was trying to do
in which our author kinda cracks the facade a little and is maybe getting it?
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Trying to reset... (or: What the actual fuck am I even doing?)
in which or author used a pen and paper to maybe think slower and definitely got frustrated about it...
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Bees on blossoms📸
in which a bee lightly boops a globe thistle blossom
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bee balm 📸
in which our author posts photos because words are hard right now
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infrared photography - it's starting to make more sense📸
in which our author continues to learn about IR photography and how to actual hold a camera steady
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work has been eating my brain so here are a few photos because blaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
in which our author is just absolutely pooped
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Hoya R72 - infrared photography 📸
in which our author toys with the infrared spectrum
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Excuse me but what is that? A throbbing mushroom cloud in the sky?
in which our author is actually scared and wants to write it out a it but with dick jokes.
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It's been a rough week - here's a dreamy animation of my Obsidian graph as a friday reprieve
in which our author needs to take a beat and breathe
- For fun - a blog nutrition label
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Must be Caturday 📸
in which our author finds Minuet's best angles
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NO KINGS
in which our author wants to make it clear that the US admin can fuck straight the hell off.
- Friday The Furbteenth 📸
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A short list of embarrassing things.....
in which our author actually describes a single thing that is tripartite embarrassing
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a strange, beautiful, improbable thing
in which our author thinks about how university and the people there in may well have saved him from a deeper dark
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Liquid Glass accessibility wasn't an afterthought (I hope)
in which our author directs you away from here and Over There where there are riches to be found.
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forever tinkering - a week of breaking & unbreaking
in which our author lists some things making him happy
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The Blur 📸
in which our author takes it out on digital editing tools
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One Shot. One Soul. Between meetings on a campus designed by literal Disney architects. 📸
in which our author actually takes out the camera he's been carry for weeks
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something eternal smiles and the irises outlast us all (photos)
in which our author things about the eternalness of nature and tends flowers in his garden
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multiple things can be true and also society is keeping men lonely.
in which our author forays into a conversation that will definitely not be a problem and he'll totally say all the right things and everyone will be thrilled with how he says it
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memes to appease the old gods of memory
in which our author shares a meme he creates as part of his weekly review
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Awkward Fiascos and other stolen ideas.
in which our author found an idea that worked its way into his long desiccated heart
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The Indie Web and Other Uncanny Digital Reminders of What Was
in which our author offers up a small trinket of his affection
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my first livejournal entry ever
in which our author grits his teeth and shows you some underbelly.
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On Extraction
our author sticks a finger on what sucks about the Web 3.0
- Walk about town yesterday (photos)
- must be Sunday
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Your brain is corporeal, still, best augment it now
In which our author admits his betrothal to AI
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Toe beans of my shrieking horror... I'm asking you....
in which our author tries, ever so hard, to not murder the small, soft cat
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Hustle culture in a dying mall
in which our author tries to be pith about hustle culture and his dictates for it and this description is almost as log as the post itself
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Wattle fences and beckoning for a reawakening
In which our author tempts the root-gods of suburbia
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blogging like it's 1999
in which our author pretends to be a very cool poet instead of just saying he has a guestbook now
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Hallucinations
It's all fabricated from probabilities, not understanding
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Trauma and Violets
oh, he's gone full cosmic horror and revelation about reading, writing, and gardens.
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Centuries of running water
Water always wins.
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WhY WoN't WomEN hAvE babIEs anyMore??
art that creeps me out meets memes about America being awful
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Blogging for decades
Across 20 years of writing, I'm well over 9000 poweerrrrrrrrr
- Blowing up my task manager
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Microaggressions vis-à-vis atmospheric changes
Are micropressures a thing or am I overthinking it?
- On Hyperlink Rabbit Holes
- Rainy weather means lap cats
- Using words well
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Secrets starting...
how did you get here, wanderer?
- External validation
- It's been a bit
- Little joys
- Internalized capitalism is so fetch these days
- Obsidian Note Compiler
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Liberté. Égalité. Accessibilité.
in which our author offers a more accessible version of his glitch poetry